Everything's falling apart... and I'm ok with that.

I'm taking spring classes, and for anyone who has ever done it - you know that it's a little stressful.
They take a course that's usually taught in four months and cram it in a 2- month long class... so you learn everything twice as fast.
That means that even though I only started a few weeks... midterms are next week. sweet.
And I'm not going to lie, I keep skipping classes and not doing my homework, which constantly makes me feel like I'm going to have a panic attack, but at the same time, it's exhilarating.
I'm skipping classes for good reasons - to go see a friend off to the MTC, or go see a friend get married, or to spend more time with my husband. Because after all, when it's all said and done, do you really remember the grades you had in college? no. But you do remember the memories you make.
If you know anything about me, you know that I struggle with this; but it sure is a good lesson to learn.